

July 12
This was the day we first got to know.we chatted on FB,we weren't sure of who added each other at first.but we went a long way till tdy(sept17).we spent times together for 3 months n 5 days.There was times where we had fun like eating cockles tgt,jalan jalan,taking pictures and simply just spending time with each other.That were the good part of these days.But there were bad times in which i make u unhappy and cause to be angry n paranoid.If only i could change what i said n what i did to make u feel uncomfortable with me.I just want to see u smile n be happy.I thought i could be the one to show u the joy of life but as time passes,i seem to be derailing on my track.But i know myself that i would not want to give up on you as i love you alot.Neva have i thought of losing u,but the wrong things that i do keep giving u the(i'm not the right guy) feeling.I'm not sure if im the right guy for u but i will do everything so that i will be the right guy for you.i don want to back away from this.Endure me pls,tahan awhile more,for i will change for the better.I know u cant take it anymore its too much for u too handle.But just hang in there a lil more,cos the result will be awesome,i promise u.we will be the best. . .we will fly kites tgt and do all the stuffs which you wanted to do.I wan to prove to u that im different from the guys who have passed in ur life.they have been there n left,but im not like them.believe me on this,everthing will work out soon.Pls dun give up on this.I want to be with you n only u,live life with you.looking at the brightside of life with u.
P.S:I Love you